there's no way i'm ever going to make it.
there isn't enough time.
i feel like i'm not doing enough, there's people out there, making decisions...making changes.
people almost exactly like me...but i can't even make up my mind.
this isn't the time, or the place. it's all wrong.
what if i'm not ready to let go of these things, not ready to move on...then again, what if i never move on at all? what if this is all there is to it?
if i'm not ready now, maybe i'll never be.
security is not a good thing. it makes you want to let go. to just slow down and take it easy. but that way, there won't be any perfection, just me.
and that's not good enough.
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'I will look at cliffs and clouds
With quiet eyes,
Watch the wind bow down the grass,
And the grass rise.
And when lights begin to show,
Up from the town,
I will mark which must be mine,
And then start down...'
With quiet eyes,
Watch the wind bow down the grass,
And the grass rise.
And when lights begin to show,
Up from the town,
I will mark which must be mine,
And then start down...'
7 comments:
I know this is wholly inappropriate here but this reminds me of pick-me-up food-eating sessions. :)
P.s. Join the club. As is evident on my blog as well. :(
We're all fucking terrified, honey. (And yeah, princess, pick-me-up sessions of food and/or coffee are badly needed.) But it's not all bad, is it? Which is perhaps the problem.
Really, are we ALL going through the same phase? It seems so, you know -You, I, Rhea, Soliloquist and prolly some others as well. *winks and wonders*
EMO EMO !!!!!!!!
@soliloquist,
the coffee and french fries took care of everything. next time, let's skip the rant and go straight to the coffee :)
@rhea and zephyr,
i know, it's a little weird how so many of us are suddenly going through this 'pathetic-loser' phase!
@raccoon,
NOT EMO! and i thought you were being all helpful! :(
Like every other not-so-nice phase, this too, shall pass. After all, nothing lasts forever. Even cold November rain :P
it's not even november yet! :D
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